I have learned some things in the past year, I'd like to share them with you.
1) Death sucks. No, it really does. God did not intend for us to die, so when it touches your life it hurts, it hurts like nothing you have ever felt before.

3) I've learned that it really is all about the gospel. My only comfort in life, and death, is the knowledge that I belong to my Heavenly Father whose Son paid the penalty for my sin on the cross, and in so doing has secured for me a place in Heaven, for all eternity. In my darkest moments this past year, God was there...He held me up, He let me cry on His shoulder, He never stopped loving me.
4) I've learned that my mother believed the above too. And I am convinced I will see her again one day.
5) If I didn't know this already, my husband is an amazing man. He has held me when I've needed to cry and given me the space when I have needed to be alone. He has been instrumental in my grieving. When others close to me have said that I need to "move on," and have caused me to doubt my sanity, he reassured me that grief is a personal journey and I was right where I should be. I love him more today than I did twelve months ago.
It has been a very hard year. I am weary of this journey and look forward to brighter tomorrows. Rest in peace Mom, I love you.